“Stay Where You Are”
sleeping pills
“Trying Your Luck” - Deradoorian (The Strokes Cover)
(Source: lepoinconneurdeslilas)
“The Last Lie I Told” - Saves the Day
I’m in a parking lot by myself. It’s a quarter ‘til nine, and I’ve been here since 5:45. Oh, there’s no one, but I can see some flickering lights. I can hear some dogs barking in the backyards, and I smell gasoline. I wish the sky were open because if there weren’t those trees, I think I could see for miles. The city is just beyond those clouds. I guess this is what it’s like to be really down and holding out for something. Remembering the warmer nights. Remembering the open arms of two years ago. Oh, there’s nothing like this parking lot and seeing the stars in morning. Because I can see them from where I’m lying. I can feel the cold pavement against my skin. It’s tingling.
a song i wrote about being drunk in public:
true, that’s me, hahaha! i sleepwalk your street tonight and forever.
the curtains are made for moving, because you know sometimes you’re not always there. you don’t need it now. life that you slice ‘til it’s just right. it’s always made you feel the best. you always need less and less of the casual forces that lead you away from the nest, but i know your face. it’s all out of place. i know your face. it’s all out of place.
Midnight train, come and take me far away from here.
the quiet one singing out her window. julia and too many boys.
sad, quiet music.